Ironically, the only reason I would love for you to make some videos (of any kind) is because it would bring in more revenue for you. It doesn't have to beauty videos, and it would only be to your comfort level. If it bothers you or gets to be too much I would even simply turn off the comments.

I'm not so much concerned with how you look, so much as I am about how you feel. The things you talk about are deeply concerning to me, because I've been in that headspace before. It's probably a good thing you're sharing this instead of withholding.