Agreed! Once you’ve reached a certain level of consciousness, once you KNOW a thing or a person and how things will be, these things cease to be a source of self-anxiety! Not that you don’t get angry or anxious, you simply don’t worry on your own behalf as much as you did when didn’t know the WHY of the world! I’m on my fifties, doing okay in life right now, and like you, I plan to be here for more than a minute.